ME

I look deep in the eyes
Searching for mystery
That defines my life
I know somethings holding me
Trying to show
Beyond my misery
Short sighted is what I am
Fearing the unkown
Heading far away from my own plan

There is a dark alley
Dead end somewhere down the line
I need to find the door
That leads into a place I can call mine
I am surrounded by the crowd
Everyone trying to pull me down
It is a moment of grief
When I cant be where I want to be

The hopes broken
The will is torn
Still putting a brave face
Like a mask worn
Playing the game
Without morality
The moments of peace
And serenity
Still searching with sincerity
Trying to find the face
Which i can recognize with certainty

I walk alone in this world
People with feelings so cold
I shiver with grief
I am not sure whether its just me
Might be hoping for more
That I feel lost now
Just cant be too sure
Think I may bow
The worlds cruel
Thats my own belief
Want to escape
To a place where I can breathe

--NK